I Finally got my Last Words for him

Sa wakas , after so many days ..

I finally learn again to let you go ,.

Akala ko nga mahihirapan nanaman akong gawin ito

Siguro nga, hinahanap pa din kita in so many ways

Pero wala na ee ,, our chapter ends 8 years ago and dapat ng tuldukan

As I entered the new chapter of my life ,

Bagong tao, mga kaibigan, kapaligiran at bagong magmamahal higit pa sa binigay mo

This is the time to say goodbye to all our memory

Alam kong mahirap sa umpisa pero see kinaya ko just to make you happy ,

8 years and yet you didn’t hear this

“ yes! I already forgot what happen that day and accept your sorry ! I love you and probably will but for now we must separate in order to be happy on our world . sorry for being selfish now is the time na pwede mo na akong ipaubaya sa iba coz I know they will took care of me the way you cared to me “

You will remain one of my best memories in my life

You teach me everything in life that’s why I’m still here

Strong as you wanted me to be ..

Alam ko ikaw ang dahilan bakit ako masaya

Sa mga bagay na kung anong meron ako ngayon

Salamat dahil kahit na malayo ka na

Ako pa din ang iniisip mo at paano ako mapapasaya

GOODBYE and THANK YOU for all the wonderful memories we share :]

Another month has come

AUGUST ..

A time for everything,

Getting ready for the coming midterm

Celebration for IT week ( every month of august we always do this )

And ACQUAINTANCE PARTY (for the freshmen 'coz I’m now on my last year on college)

and specially the count down for my up-coming birthday ( even though I know I don’t have a party or something )

I'm used to it, when you’re getting old every year, the party will lessen due to your not getting any younger or let's just say you’re a mature person now and you don’t have to celebrate a party. A plain dinner or get together with your friends are enough to give you the most or let say one of the best gift you'd ever had on your birthday.

Duh?? I’m not confessing this to each and every one, for the reason that I have what you call " SAMA NG LOOB " on my parents, friends or even loved one for not paying attention on me or a party to surprise me I’m telling all of this since I’m through with this and to cut it short, it's kinda boring to me now because at my age a celebration is not what all I need. I only want some true friends who can join me not only for my birthdays to come but the entire expedition on my life even if I’m on my darkest path and also a partner who will be there to lift me up when I was losing hope aside from my family whose been there all my life.

TLG part 2 ..

i want to spend the whole day wid yu,
khit dun man lng makapag-gudbye acu ..
'coz i really and totally miss yu !
nde man mawala pa ung affection ko sau ..
sna little by little turuan mo ulit acu
dhil hbang umuusad ang panahon lalo ktang gustong antayin
pro alam kong nde tama un at npka.imposibleng mangyaring
babalik ka pa .

haist ! _________ ( CENSORED muna 6uys xenxa hehe . )
kht anung gawin kng pagbaon sau sa limot ,
puso ko pa rin ang pilit bumubuhay sau upang muli ktang hnapin sa buhay cu

pitong taon na yet i'm still holding on and learning to let you go
sana kaya ko paa ibalik ang mga panahon ,
ung time na pinaniwalaan kta sa lhat ng sinabi mo nun !
sna nkita mo how i suffer wen the day yu finally left me ,
SORRY :c
and i trust yu even if i got mad at yu that time
guess this is the ryt time and way
to forgive yu and also myself for what happen ..

thank you for the sweetest memory we share ,
i will never forget it , kht cguro masakit kailangan na
pra matahimik na tayo pareho , pero alam ko naman na tinupad mo
yung promis mo sa akin ..

mahal kita ,
salamat sa lhat ng mga alaala na ibinigay mo sa akin .
i will treasure it the way i kept yu in my heart .

time would tell kng kelan ulit tau magkikita ..
siguro iyon na yung time na tama na yung lhat !
right place
right time ...
na tayo na lang ang makakapagsabi kng kailan iyun .
cguro nga kht na sa susunod pa nting mga buhay mangyayari un ...


♥ chybiie ♥

" the last GOODBYE ... "

♥ chybiie ♥;

haist !
an6 daya mo tala6a ... akala cu pa nman i totally forgot you na? pro bqet 6nun,
everytym na naaalala cu un6 tyms na ksama kita,
mkita ko lan6 m6a pikturs mo lhat bumabalik.
Da way yu smile at me!
p6 nilalaman6bin6 mo ako sa tuwin6 na6-aaway tayo,
yun6 m6a pa6-tatampo mo na super cute
kya napapan6iti mo ako, m6a poems at kwento mo sa akin ...
how i really wish 6od would gave me opportunity to brin6 that memory back

si6uro n6a 7 years is not even enou6h for me to for6et the feelin6s
i have for yu,
ilan6 beses ko man6 i-try
pero all the roads i take
lead me back to yu
an.sakit2 n6 iniwan mo ako alam mo ba un ?
nasan na un6 promis mo sa akin??
na yu will always be there no matter what happen
pero baqet sa twin6 kailan6an na kta,
nde na kta makuhan6 mkta upan6 yakapin
sobran6 miss na kita, panu ba ulit mag.umpisa mag muv-on?
kse naun pa ln6 an.hirap na,
tama n6a sila dpat di na kta binuhay pa sa alaala ko
acu lang itong nhihirapan !

day like tomorrow

aheks .

parang kahapon lang , im ok !
but now i'm feeling some irratation deep down
inside of me , wonder what it is ?


after i went thru those failed relationship ,
hindi ko na alam if kaya ko pa makapag-commit
something that i will hold until forever ..



an.hirap pala noong feeling na ,
you did all your best pero wala ka pa din nagawa
para pigilan siya sa mga desisyun nya
na kahit ikaw alam mo na masasaktan ka ,

sabi nga nila ;

" PAG NAGMAHAL KA , HUWAG KANG
MAGHINHINTAY NG KAPALIT ..

DAHIL ANG PAGMAMAHAL AY PAGHIHINTAY
AT PAGSASAKRIPISYO "

life with you

Thank you for bringing me happiness though sometimes ,,
I only give you nothing kundi pangungulet and sadness
I appreciate all the

CARE ! PATIENCE ! And most especially the LOVE u have given on me

I’m satisfy with what I have right now and that was you !

month's are not enough 2 show you
how much I really love this person
but
I want to spend the rest of my day and night with you
as I say I want you in my FOREVER ..

I know sometimes I’m such a brat !
But always bare this on your mind

that ...

No matter what happen
I ALWAYS STAY BESIDES YOU ...
No matter what happen
Coz your one of the main reason
Why I keep on smiling :)

Hindi ko man mapakita
How much I care and love you
Feel it on your heart
Then you'll realize
How special you are too me


I LOVE YOU :*

kilala niyo ba sino tlaga si gracia ?

well let's start it 'irR

mataray daw acu svi nLa

pAsaWai aT maInGay pRo wak ka jan nio acu minahal db?

friendly ( san bnda yun?)

im not da type of girl n habulin but all i can assure to you that nd man acu habulin tinitilian din toh ,,,

love me and leave me ... subukan mu lng kundi mgkakaroon ng world war ... joke

if you love me with all ur hart den i'll luv you back but if yah want play i'll play with you my dear ,,,,






bzta alam cu un acu at i dont nid to explain it to them coz if yah love me accept me for who i am not for who you want me to be ...